Right Before I die

I see the ladder . .. I wonder.. . what’s upstairs . .

I cant move . . . I feel stoned . . . but I can see . . I can hear . . .

The smoke in my eyes . . . don’t make it blur. .

I see the light . . . I see te light . . .

I close my eyes. . . but it shines . . .

I smile. . . and it hurts . . . some laughter . . I hear in my head. . .

I hear foot steps . . . I feel scare . . .

I see a set of eyes. . . looking in my eyes . . . looking deep . . .

I can see those lips moving . . . I cant hear . . . but they move

They talk . . . they smile…. that face look up . . . towards . . .

Another face comes in . . Two faces shout . . .

Are they talking to me… I doubt . . .

My legs feel numb . . . and hand feel numb . . .

My mind is laughing loud . . . but my lips are numb . . .

I sink in the water . . . the water is so deep . . .

I give up my self. . Now I hear noises . . . I hear my name. .

I want to open my eyes . . . but its still dark . . .

I realize I am dyeing . . . I wonder can it be any better

The only thing I feel is the itch in my eye . . .

I felt a hand in my hand . . . right before I die . . .

Bizarre